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Time:09:53 pm
 so. i have awesome plans for spring break. but i am not excited. i dont know why. but i am not. infact quite the opposite. i dont wanna go. for some reason. idk why. i have been doing more thinking lately. less talking more thinking. i am trying to assess diffferent aspects of my life. for some reason. i have lost my ability to be excited. i just cant do it. i dont know why. but i just REALLY dont want to do amything. and all i do is listen to music that makes me think more. i think sometimes i get to thinking too much. but you may find this suprising but the more i am quiet the more i think. i am analyzing stuff. like not what a person did but WHY. i think i have all of these feelings all of the sudden but really i am loosing emotions. all i can be is either depressed or happy. but no medium. one or the other. i think i have realised what fun i COULD be having at a moment when i am not having fun. so i have a mental setting where if i am doing anything other than what i want to do then i get depressed. and think of all the things i wish i could have done. i focus on the bad and not the good. i stress instead of relax. i get like zero sleep. and all i want to do is stay home for spring break. what is wrong with me? =(
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snufflebutt
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Time:2008-03-21 03:04 am (UTC)
aw girlie, you'll be fine! i know you're not looking forward to your cruise, but i'm pretty sure you'll be having fun once you're there :) i think this is what you need, actually; some REST!!!

make sure to bring all your homework!!!!!
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bananacrzy2
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Time:2008-03-21 03:07 am (UTC)
actually my only hw is the math test. so...i will make sure to bring that. =)i am going to miss you so much gurlie. remember to lj me!!!!! <3 ya
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tangelojello
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Time:2008-03-21 08:14 pm (UTC)
waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh you is like me! eggzactly! we is be twinses!

this has been established already, but apparently, i can't stop myself from saying it over and over again, lol. ^_^

i hope your spring break's awesome plans end up being awesomesaucelings. and there is nothing wrong with you! i thinks sleeprestness will make you feel better, too. and lots and lots of sweet tea.

oh, and i think the weather is too hot. that is the reason for most of the problems in my little world.

<3<3<3<3<3
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bananacrzy2
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Time:2008-03-31 02:19 am (UTC)
oh yes. yes. relaxingness is goodsies. and mmmm SWEET TEA....yummy.=)
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